But seriously, thank God for the friends that I have. I have some fabulously amazing girlfriends and I think i would be completely lost without them. Now, what would make life even better is if they actually lived in OH/KY with me. The fact that they are either in New York, Arizona, Missouri or Texas is just a slap in the fact. So horribly uncool. But I suppose I'm lucky they're even in my life at all so really....I should just stop crabbing :)
And I'm just totally bummed about having these not good days because I don't have not good days anymore. Every day is a good day for me. Every day I am in a good mood. So, what gives? Maybe it's the weather.
Yesterday was a catastrophe and I just got a horrific email this morning from my grandpa explaining details about the hospitalization he had earlier in the week which now sounds much more serious than he ever let on. So this, thinking back to the day where he told me about plans he had been making to arrange his funeral for whenver he dies, scares me. He said the doctors think it's just gastroenteritis, but they still want to run another scan to be sure. In any case, it just makes me incredibly sad/worried.
I just need a good night out sometime soon and then a really looooong sleep in my incredibly amazing bed, and then life will be wonderful again.